Month: October 2014
My halloween vlog has arrived. If you watch this you know that I called out two bloggers and challenged them to also make a vlog.
^^^Here are the two bloggers I called out! You should check them out. I was going to attach a video or pictures of my halloween decorations at night but my laptop is acting up again so I decided to just post the video now. Maybe I’ll upload some photos later.
A Halloween Vlog is coming to you as soon as I can edit it and my computer stops acting up. My mouse is spazzing out again (grrrrrr). By the way I’m calling out some bloggers in my video and challenging them to make a Vlog! You’ve been warned 🙂
Everyone is getting engaged….now my cousin is engaged.
While they are doing that I’m over here trying to get a more toned ass, financially stable, a job, and a puppy.
I’m going with the mind set that my
proporities PRIORITIES are actually right and everyone else is wrong 🙂
Back to my workout.
PS: HALLOWEEN IS IN 3 DAYS AND MY BIRTHDAYS IS IN 4!
I enjoyed this link. I did think some of it was a little over dramatic but I also find it relevant. I’ve been medicated for ADD since I was 5 years old. Before you judge people understand a little about them.
Ah readers I am happy. I have gotten to spend that last few days back on the water. I am volunteering (no $$ for me :() at my summer internship currently. They sadly were not able to hire me, so I am volunteering for them until I find a job. It gives me experience and killer letters of referral for future jobs. On Tuesday I got to drive the boat all day and I will be driving it again on Monday! YAYYYY. I am happiest when I am on the water 🙂
On another positive note I have 3 solid job leads. THREE. I know that two of the jobs are at least interested in me. I have yet to be offered a formal interview but fingers crossed I will be getting a call about one soon. The third job lead I am not really supposed to know about. A friend of mine is getting promoted up to a new job and his will be opening soon. He said he could throw my name in the ring if I am interested. I ALSO just got off with one of my best friend from schools moms! She knows the OWNER of one of the companies I applied too! She gave him a call and said that she will be pestering him about me! WOOHOO!!! I’m one step closer to moving to Maryland. Two out of the three jobs would be there. The one job my friend told me about would be here and I’m a little unsure about the position but HEY a job lead is a job lead!
I’m excited and am really hoping I’m finally going to get somewhere with my job search. I’m also hyped because my two favorite days in the year are next week! October 31st is Halloween and November 1st is my 23rd birthday! You see there is currently a lot for me to be excited for!! YAY YAY YAY.
I’m too excited to spell/grammer check sooooooo excuse how badly written this post probably is!
My mom seems to be convinced that I’m depressed and am in need of clinical help. Why does she think that you ask?!? Well you see it’s went a little something like this:
Mom: you will find Mr. Right soon.
Me: yeah whatever. I don’t want Mr. Right. What I want is to be left alone.
Mom: DONT YOU SAY THAT. NOBODY DESERVES TO BE ALONE. THAT IS A SIGN OF DEPRESSION AND IF THATS HOW YOU TRUELY FEEL IM GETTING YOU HELP.
Me: just because I want to be left alone doesn’t mean I’m depressed.
Mom: YES IT DOES.
Mom my doesn’t seem to understand that I want to be left alone at this point in my life. Maybe forever or maybe not forever. Part of me does still hope maybe I’ll find “the one” one day. Another part of me really questions if marriage is what I want and feels like alone would be fine with me. It’s my choice in the end. I’m transitioning right now. I’m finding myself.
I have friends. I’m still social. I still go out. I still have fun. Does that sound like someone who is depressed. NO! Yes I am sad. A few short months ago I lost someone who I loved greatly. Someone who was part of my life for nearly 4 years. It’s only natural for me to be down from time to time. That doesn’t mean I’m clinically depressed.
My mom is SOOO pushy about dating and me “finding the one”. Maybe that’s not what I want mom. Ugh. She is one of the few people who can single handedly make me so angry in a two minute period.
Rant over. Happier more exciting posts coming soon!