Month: March 2015
The things my friends send me
My friend Carly sent me this first one. She said it reminded her of me.
My best guy friend from college, Tim, just tagged me in this. It’s weird how friends know what to send you at just the right moments. Tim’s right. We are both on our way. On our ways to the beginng of our lives.
Getting settled in
I’m slowly but surely getting settled in. Last night was weird. I always have a hard time sleeping in new places. My mom ended up crashing here so we explored the area some. I learned there is a horse racing track a mile or two away. I also found out I’m wayyy closer to baltimore than I thought. It’s roughly 20 miles away. It looks like I’ll be exploring some tomorrow and Tuesday before I start work.
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Welcome home
I did it. I moved to Maryland. I don’t have Internet or cable yet so I’ll be blogging on my phone. Here are se pictures of my new place. My bedroom isn’t finished yet. I’m proud of this place. I love it already. It’s feels even better to know I paid for it. Also, there is a panera, total wines (that also sells liquor) and this fascinating place called cakes plus within two miles of my new apartment. I’m excited. I have three days till I start work so I guess I’ll finish unpacking my room, explore and annoy Verizon until they install my internet/cable.
Last goodbye
This is the last post I plan to talk about my “unfortunate” news on wednesday. It sucks blah blah blah. I don’t have time to dwell on it anymore. I just have to move forward. I plan to write one more post talking about YOU. When I am ready and have the time I plan to write an open letter.
For now I’ll just post this song. It’s pretty spot on with everything. Yes I don’t mind a kesha song from time to time. I’m sure you guys prefer me posting that instead of my scremo songs.
This is really happening
One of my first thoughts when waking up today was “wow this is really my last day in Virginia. OH SHIT this is really happening.”
My dad and I have to go pick the moving truck up in a few hours. I need to do all the packing I was putting off and I need to call the cable company. YIKES. I’m really moving this time. I know I was supposed to move about a month ago but I didn’t because of this job. That move was temporary anyways. This move is FOR REAL. I’m starting a new job and a new life in state where I now know nobody! YiKES!! I’m very nervous and anxious right now. I can only describe it as leaving for college the first time. YIKES!
I start my new job on Wednesday so I’ll have some time to unpack and get familiar with the area. Hopefully everything goes well! I won’t have internet for a few days in the beginning but I’ll try to post some photos via my phone of the place!
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Who did this
My dog thinks she’s a human. Who taught her this because I didn’t.
Yes that’s my pillow she was sleeping on.
It’s back
That numb emptiness feeling is back. All I would really like to do today is sleep. It would be great if I could sleep the day away but I can’t. I have too much to get done before my move Saturday. I’ll allow myself to feel numb and maybe a little sad until Saturday. I have no time for that once saturday comes. I have too much to be happy about then.
I mainly just hate being alone. Yes the heartless girl does get lonely. Everyone is at work or in class during the day so the only company I have is my dog. She’s great company but she doesn’t talk back.
I hoping I can meet some new people quickly after I move. Like I said, I know nobody there. My little is crossing her fingers that I have a hot neighbor to take my mind of things. Fingers crossed people. There is a dog park behind my building. Would it be weird just to befriend people so I can play with their dogs? My dog is my moms 3rd child so I can’t take her and I can’t afford my own dog right now. Oh! Maybe I’ll meet a hot guy with a cute dog. Double fingers crossed.
My mom thinks I should get back into the dating world but I’m honestly in no rush what so ever. I’m personally not in the best of places right now dating wise (clearly). I have a ton of distrust toward the opposite sex and a few other issues. If the right person comes along, sure I’ll give them a chance. At this point though I’m not actively looking or trying. I’d rather focus on my career.
There you have it. More early morning ramblings by Meghan.
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Fortunes
I got this fortune in my cookie yesterday. Even with the “unfortunate” news I learned today I truely believe this fortune. At the moment I’m a little bummed, but I have too many great things ahead of me to be sad. It’s always sucky to find your ex has officially moved on but that just means better things are coming.
I found a great apartment. It’s a little high in my price range but I’ll make it work. It’s in a good location. I’m about 30 mins from work, 20 mins from DC, 20-30 mins from Annapolis, and 45-60 mins from Baltimore. I don’t really know anybody in the area. That’s a little scary. I have friends from college that live in nearby areas but they will only be around in the summer. Making new friends is scary and not always the easiest but my best friend gave me this pep talk, “you’re cute and nice and should make friends fine”.
This shall be the beginning of a new adventure. A big grand adventure. I won’t lie. I’m terrified but I don’t think I’d want it any other way.
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Hey Meghan... 